Within every inner circle is an inner circle

Dang...not sure what I should do. I'm feeling like a med school loser...just trying to keep up with school while everyone is out curing cancer and shit like that. I'm considering getting a master's in public health...maybe do a year of research for the NIH in Maryland. I don't really want to do that...don't want to do either. I feel that I'm not competitive for residency positions. Still, I don't really feel like taking a different track because I really like the friends I've made in med school, albeit very few, and I'd like to go through the rest of med school with them. Not sure what to do...I haven't felt badass since high school. Then again, I'm not really willing to work as hard as I did back then...it was too painful. I want to stop feeling tired and living for tomorrow. damn...I'm so mentally weak now. Don't know what happened...

Bend it like Bender