damn summer heat...

So today I patched up a hole in the wall of my bedroom. and started preparing the stairs to be painted. damn it sucked... it was so hot and blech. It's not so bad once I get started because once you're sweating up a storm it doesn't really matter, it's just up until that point.. it's a bitch.

Working at this new restaurant has been pretty funny, I never realized how stupid people are. A couple of my coworkers kept asking me "what cut is the halibut?", "is it better than the Filet cut"... yeah... I mean, I try to be nice, but dude... you work at a restaurant, show some pride in what you do. I don't expect people to know the exotic stuff, hell I don't even expect them to be able to distinguish a rosette and a swirl on a pie but whatever. I guess I've just had some good jobs where I wasn't exposed to stupidity before. The bad part is, these people are nice... just not bright. I guess I shouldn't be such a judging arrogant bastard... gosh I hate myself sometimes.

Talking to Jenn has opened up a lot of things for me. I think being honest with myself and with her has helped out a lot. Don't buy a wedding gift just yet, we could just as easily be too different. But at least now I can look her in the eyes with no regret and no that it wasn't meant to be because it wasn't meant to be, not because we were dishonest.

"a man who thinks he can and a man who thinks he can't.... are BOTH right"

Joe is hoping he makes the best choices he can.