strike or spare....

Random bowling event in Torrance with weird people... turned out to be fantabulastic.

Normal drinking with the boys in the parking lot and bar of the bowling alley... turned out to be fanfuckintastic.

Being unemployed is pretty fun considering I am not broke.. thank you Sony for all that OT money. I've never been a genius or very smart with my money but I put an awful lot of my money that I made in SD away for a rainy day. I don't know if it's because I knew that I was going to chase my dream or if I knew that if I didn't hide it my evil gf would have squandered it away on meaningless bullshit she would have been ungrateful for. But I'm glad I hid it away because it's enabled me to prepare to chase a dream and I couldn't have asked for more. I don't know if it's fate or what it is but the closer I get the happier I get, not scared, not intimidated but happier and more confident.

I'm waiting for the new MACs to come out so I can get one, and also waiting for the XBOX to drop in price so I can get one of those as well.

I was sitting down talking about WWF and the wrestlers with my cousin Che the other day. We got to the topic of Stone Cold and I sighed... as much as people say about WWF I think the one thing that hooks people is that despite what you say... it's tough, and a lot of the hits are real even if they are extremely exaggerated. We all know that a lot of the people that watch WWF fit into that Nerd Category but let's skip that (cuz I just might be one). Back to Stone Cold, he gave everyone exactly what they needed... a wakeup call. He gave us DTA and he gave us a never say die attitude that we lost. He isn't a world leader, he never cured cancer, but if you look at 1998-2001 he turned a dying and almost bankrupt million dolllar company into a Billion Dollar company. The crazy thing about it is, he did it by doing things on his terms, being a redneck badass who wouldn't say die... no matter what.

When I look back on that, it makes me say wow... 1 guy turned a dying culture and made it so successful that it took over the industry. I know my food won't change the world, I could die in a car accident in the next 40 minutes on the way to my cousins 5th birthday party and the world will never know how good my marinade is starting to become, BUT I am going to live on my terms... I will not change and will not be someone's puppet and when I finish this off, hopefully I've got my overpriced house in Pasadena and my summer home in La Jolla next to Bender. If I fail, I'll fail on my terms and have lived more free than ever before.

It's very funny, because Che and I were laughing at how I can't get serious or philosophical about serious things, but I can grab the most serious and best lessons... from the most random things ie: WWF and Stone Cold

I am nerdy, not intelligent but nerdy... and I love it...

Joe Out.... and very very hungover...