Changes

Today was quite a day. I got a parking ticket, bombed the primary care clinical skills exam and was basically told I need remediation by my model patient...but I don't really give a shit.

On to the stuff in life that I'll remember in a week. So apparently people do read my blog. I guess the cat is out. Agnes and I are dating. It's awesome, I'm really happy and lots of warm fuzzies to go around. On the flipside, it's really weird and I'm still getting used to the idea of it. I had a hard time telling rabbit and it was strange today when I ran into pompom, marciamellow and crew at the library. It was just weird and I don't want to become one of those couples that makes other people uncomfortable. Gonna take some time to get used to it.

Lonecoyote understands where I'm coming from, but it's strange being in a normal relationship. For so long I just became used to being in an abusive relationship where I was used and treated like shit all the time. It's strange being with someone who actually wants to be with you. A trip to Chick-Fil-A becomes a delightful treat and I'm amazed when someone arranges their flight plan so that they can spend time with me. What a novel idea. It's nice to find someone who can two-step with me in my utter geekiness and knows how to respect boundaries. Part of me is afraid that it's all going to blow up and I'll be left clinging onto a dream.

-bender