wake up mr. flores

So I'm about halfway through my spring break... damn... where does the time go?

Don't really know... but I know a good portion of it went towards Grey's Anatomy season 1 and 2. Damn show... I wonder if that's what it's really gonna be like for you Bender... that is brutal...

I keep wondering... am I really gonna do it, open up a show somewhere and really do what I want to do? Am I going to end up teaching cooking/baking classes on saturdays after or before my kids soccer practice?

hehe, I wrote out this huge ass section talking about something, then chickened out and decided to leave that for another time. Such a coward, I hope I got what it takes, I better... cuz I spit that game out, now its go time.

I woke up a couple of days ago, stopped chasing my dad, and stopped running from my mom. When did the price of independence get so high. I watched rocky balboa again, and I got all sentimental at the same two fucking spots in the movie as I did in the theatres. I think I'm a sucker for Rocky movies, cuz I just remember watching the other films and getting so into them. I remember in Rocky V when Tommy Gunn betrays Rocky, I felt that pain, I was like... you bastard!!! Kim laughed at me and hugged me cuz she could see that a part of me wishes I was more like Rocky, simple, nice, and pure... It's funny cuz you know what Bender, you're the smart version of Rocky... hehe... you're the type of guy who would buy cheeseburgers for the homeless guy down the street and walk the lost girl home and in return get called a creep. Damn, you are such a dirty hooker, hehe... keep it real bro, stay who you are and grind it out.

joe out