is this the real world, or is it just fantasy...caught in a landslide

i'm heading into midterms for fall quarter of MSII at UCDMC. I've lived my whole life for this career, but I'm starting to wonder if it's all that it's cracked up to be. I can make myself feel better by saying I can subspecialize and make lots of money, but that's not why I picked this path. Ever realize that you don't actually like talking to people and hearing their problems? All the answers you've been telling admissions committees is a lie. I'm in debt, so I don't really have a choice at this point. Have to chug on. Shit....I know I have no right to complain, but it wasn't supposed to turn out this way.