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So yesterday was rough... for some reason I got this sudden feeling of emptiness. I called Bender and he talked with me, and it helped a little. And as soon as I got home Che was ready to hangout so that was cool as well. We watched tv, and played some xbox which is always fun. I seriously hate this feeling, and I know I live near family but it gets lonely up here in the hill and away from everyone. I think I'm gonna need a roommate or something. It sucks cuz I miss that group feeling I had living with che and li. We didn't hang out much outside of the apartment but we always did shit while at home. Oh well, look at me going on like a bitch eh? Well now is the time for me to say something... I spoke with a gal I knew in SD. She's single, I'm single... I think I'm going to have to pay a visit to SD just to hang out with her. We were kinda friends who might have had some connection but both of us had partners at the time. I think I'm gonna ask her out just cuz. She'll probably say no... but what do I have to lose?