the subconscious is a funny thing

Damn...it's weird. I don't really think of myself as the bitter type. Try to roll with the punches and Joe says. Went to study with my cock block roomie today. We were talking about a classmate who is gonna get married this December. She is a sweet gal, marrying a nice little christian rockst*r. I went on a 5 minute tirade about how he was some loser rocker, and how silly the whole thing was, blah blah blah. Shit, that was just the bitterness coming through. I didn't realize that it was there. Time to start dealing with it one day at a time.

On a sidenote, I pulled a vintage bender today. Went to get some sandwiches for lunch today because I had a 2-for-1 coupon for Mr. Pickle. The cashier was simply one of the hottest girls I've seen in my life. I fumbled through my wallet for a minute, dropping change and shaking. I missed and overshot when she tried to hand me my sandwich. To top it off, I tripped over a chair on my way out. smooth...guess I'm not going back there again for a while.

-bender

ps - Debating whether to ask one of the interns out for a drink. We've got great rapport and she responds really well to flirting. She ain't half bad looking either. She gets all excited when I talk about dating, until I tell her to go check out eye candy on the base. haha. Never gonna work with her again, and if things don't work out, she is gonna be on the military base. =D damn...I need more work.

pps - I hope the airports clear by next weekend. If a guy really wants to have a bomb inside of his colon that is set off by drinking ginger ale on the flight...well, I guess there ain't much I can do about that. I'm more worried about delays. My parents are freaking out because of all the stupid media coverage, but really, if things happen, I have no regrets. I'm flying down for half a day to attend to some family and personal issues.