Wednesday, April 30, 2008

I've been so lazy on radiology. Actually, I've just been lazy since around November 2007. I've been slacking and goofing off. My clinical skills aren't as sharp as they used to be...finally found something that expresses exactly how I feel about 4th year.

from my favorite blog, truehoop by henry abbott

Kurt Kragthorpe of The Salt Lake Tribune: "Carlos Boozer knew what he was talking about, all right. The Jazz did not come back to Houston, according to the available evidence. Well, there were reports that they technically showed up at the Toyota Center for Tuesday's Game 5 of their playoff series with the Rockets, but that was about all. Acting like they did not want to be here and were willing to bank on a one-game chance to close out the series at home, the Jazz pretty much mailed in a 95-69 defeat that may have been predictable and understandable, but not quite forgivable."

-bender

Monday, April 28, 2008

holy crap

lakers swept the nuggets 4-0. I didn't see that coming. Was expecting 4-1. And the Hawks tied up with Beantown 2-2. You gotta be kidding me.

Anyhow, I'm chilling on radiology. Had an awesome time visiting Joe in Seattle last weekend. Will post more pictures when I get less lazy.

-bender

Monday, April 21, 2008

take care sir...

In Memoriam: John Peter Stein, 45

04/16/08
The renowned Keck School professor and surgeon touched the lives of thousands, says Dean Puliafito.
Stein was a nationally recognized oncologist and researcher.

John Peter Stein, an internationally recognized authority on the management of urologic cancers, died April 11 while attending the annual meeting of the American Association of Genitourinary Surgeons in Florida. He was 45.

Stein was a professor of urology at the Keck School of Medicine of USC and the USC/Norris Comprehensive Cancer Center.

“Dr. Stein was a superb surgeon, a gifted clinician scientist, a role model for peers, residents and students,” said Keck School Dean Carmen Puliafito. “He touched the lives of thousands of patients and saved the lives of many using his extraordinary clinical talents.”

Stein’s work has included research that identified a molecular marker that predicts which bladder cancer patients likely would face remission and which would have relapses.

He served on the editorial board of four major urologic journals, including Urology and the Journal of Urology. Stein was co-director of the Genitourinary Program at the USC/Norris Comprehensive Cancer Center and was known for his compassion with patients.

“Receiving my diagnosis was the hardest moment of my life,” said Paul Scott, a former patient of Stein’s. “He not only saved my life but gave me full assurance that I would live a long and healthy life. It's now been more than six years.”

Stein’s reputation led to his inclusion on the list of “America’s Top Doctors” for every year since 2005. In 2003, he was the recipient of the Young Investigator Award given by the Society of Urology Oncology.

“Dr. Stein was a brilliant surgeon and dedicated leader in the Norris Comprehensive Cancer Center,” said Peter A. Jones, director of the USC/Norris Cancer Center. “He was one of the most compassionate and skilled physicians I have ever met.”

Born in San Francisco in 1962, Stein grew up in Walnut Creek, Calif., and was a graduate of the University of Notre Dame and the Loyola University Stritch School of Medicine.

He completed his urology residency under the direction of Donald Skinner at USC and spent his entire clinical career at the Keck School of Medicine, where he rose to the rank of professor of urology.

“I consider John Stein one of the best surgeons I have ever trained, an extension of my own hands, someone very special, a son and member of my family,” Skinner said.

A nationally known urologic oncologist, Stein was appointed to committees of the American Urology Association, the Bladder Cancer Advocacy Network and was secretary-elect of the American Urologic Association, Western Section.

A prominent researcher, he also received several grants from the National Institutes of Health and the National Cancer Institute for his bladder cancer research.

He was a passionate basketball player who, despite employment at USC, continued to root for Notre Dame. But first and foremost in his mind was family.

“He was our rock, the foundation of our family, our devoted and loyal support for all of our endeavors and our own biggest fan. His presence lifted any situation, from ordinary to extraordinary or from special to extra special,” said Randi Stein, his wife of 18 years.

“He brought us peace and contentment knowing he was always with us, regardless of where he happened to physically be on any given day. We knew he was always thinking of us first.”

A resident of Pasadena, Stein was a dedicated husband and father. He leaves behind his wife Randi Goress Stein and their four children, John, Joseph, Eleanor and Louisa May.

He is survived by his parents, Robert and Helen Mary Stein of Walnut Creek, by his two brothers, and family of Riverside, Conn., as well as many members of the Goress family.

The Keck School of Medicine of USC will be holding a memorial service in the near future.

Donations can be made to either the John Stein Children’s Trust Fund c/o UBS Financial Services Inc. – Operations Dept. 2000 Avenue of the Stars, 7th Floor North, Los Angeles, CA 90067, or the John P. Stein Chair in Urology c/o USC Department of Urology, 1441 Eastlake Ave, Los Angeles 90033.

His obituary from the LA times...

Dr. John P. Stein, 45; USC professor, expert on urologic cancer


By Elaine Woo, Los Angeles Times Staff Writer
April 17, 2008
Dr. John P. Stein, a professor at the USC Keck School of Medicine and an internationally known specialist in urologic cancers and bladder reconstruction, died Friday at a hospital in Naples, Fla. He was 45.

A research scientist and unusually skillful surgeon beloved for his compassionate bedside manner, Stein was a star in his field, who was, according to Keck Dean Carmen A. Puliafito, "what every dean of a medical school wants in a faculty member. He was a dedicated clinician, a state-of-the-art surgeon. He was a great innovator, a scientist . . . a terrific role model," who touched the lives of thousands and saved many lives.

Physician, teacher

Athletic and robust, Stein became seriously ill while attending a meeting of the American Assn. of Genitourinary Surgeons in Naples and was taken to a local hospital. Although doctors worked furiously to combat what appeared to be a massive infection, he died the next day.

Preliminary signs suggest a form of toxic shock syndrome, but the cause of death awaits the completion of autopsy studies, said Dr. Donald Skinner, a renowned USC urologic cancer surgeon, who trained Stein and helped guide his care at the Florida hospital.

Along with colleagues and patients, Skinner mourned Stein's death as a tragic end to a brilliant career on the cusp of advancement.

"I consider him the finest surgeon I trained, an extension of my own hands, a member of my own family, like a son," said Skinner, who established Keck's prestigious urology department 30 years ago.

Stein, who was born in San Francisco in 1962 and grew up in Walnut Creek, Calif., was a graduate of the University of Notre Dame in South Bend, Ind., and the Loyola University Stritch School of Medicine in Chicago. He completed his residency under Skinner at the USC/Norris Comprehensive Cancer Center and became a professor of urology and co-director of the center's Genitourinary Cancers Program.

Early in his career, he and three colleagues published a landmark study that helped to identify which patients had more aggressive forms of bladder cancer. Published in 1994 in the New England Journal of Medicine, the study found that an alteration in the DNA of bladder cancer cells, called a molecular marker, could help predict who would most benefit from continuing treatment after surgery and who would be more likely to face a relapse.

In another major study, Stein demonstrated the importance of thorough lymph node removal in the successful treatment of bladder cancer, said Dr. Peter T. Scardino, a urologic oncologist and chairman of the department of surgery at Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center in New York City.

Working with Skinner in the late 1980s, Stein also helped to develop a technique for reconstructing the bladder in patients who had lost the organ to cancer. Building a so-called neo-bladder using part of the patient's intestine was a breakthrough that vastly improved the quality of life for bladder cancer survivors by allowing them to urinate normally. Bladder cancer is the fourth most common cancer among men and the eighth among women in the United States.

Bladder replacement initially was performed only on men because not enough was known about female urinary anatomy to ensure that women could successfully undergo the procedure. In women with bladder cancer, doctors routinely removed the urethra, where urine drains from the body, to prevent the spread of the cancer. Unconvinced that removing the urethra was necessary, Skinner and Stein studied cancer specimens and found that in women the cancer rarely spread that far. With other doctors, Stein conducted further studies, particularly examining the nerves that affect continence, and concluded that the urethra could be preserved.

"This revolutionized bladder reconstruction in women," Skinner said.

Colleagues said Stein was one of the rare doctors who could conduct basic research and apply it in the operating room.

"He was a marvelous surgeon to watch, quick, highly adept, with extraordinary hands and great understanding not only of the anatomy but of the disease and what needed to be done to remove the cancer and reconstruct the anatomy for the best possible function," Scardino said. "He had a great sense of the organization of an operation, the flow of it. It's like being a very good fighter pilot in a time of war. . . . I never knew anyone better at it than John Stein."

At the relatively young age of 42, Stein was elected to the highly prestigious American Assn. of Genitourinary Surgeons. He also served on the editorial board of four major urologic journals and in 2003 received the Young Investigator Award by the Society of Urology Oncology.

He also earned the adoration of patients, who valued his humanity as much as his expertise. He hugged them, sometimes prayed with them, sat by their side when they cried, and joked with them to relieve their fears.

Said Santa Monica resident Paul Scott, who credits Stein with saving his life after being diagnosed with bladder cancer six years ago: "When you're thinking about dying and your life is just in turmoil, here is this man who takes your hand in his and looks you in the eye and says 'You're going to be OK.' He was just the kindest guy." Now a leader in the electric car movement, a cause he took up after regaining his health, Scott added, "I owe him so much."

While devoted to his patients, Stein also had high ambitions, intent on one day succeeding Skinner as head of USC's urology department. When Skinner announced in 2006 that he would step down from his post the following year, an intensive search began for a replacement. "There was great competition for the job," Puliafito said.

On Friday, after meeting with the urology faculty, Puliafito had reached a decision: He planned to offer the job to Stein. But by then Stein was battling for his life.

Already showing signs of a cold or the flu, he had boarded a plane in Los Angeles early Wednesday and arrived in Florida late that night after delays caused by airline snafus. By the time he showed up at the conference hall Thursday morning, he was so sick he could barely stand. Colleagues rushed him to the hospital.

The local doctors made heroic efforts, aided by USC specialists who were in close contact by phone, but whatever malady had attacked him proved too virulent to be reversed.

Stein, a Pasadena resident, is survived by his wife of 18 years, Randi Goress Stein; four children, John, Joseph, Eleanor and Louisa May; his parents, Dr. Robert and Helen Mary Stein of Walnut Creek; and two brothers, Rob of London and Tom of Riverside, Conn.

A visitation and vigil service will be held at 7 p.m. tonightat the Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary Catholic Church, 2640 E. Orange Grove Blvd., Pasadena. A funeral Mass will be held there at 10 a.m. Friday. The Keck School of Medicine will hold a memorial service at a later date.

"Everyone felt he had just begun to come into his own as a leader in the field," Scardino said. "He was just about in position to be a mentor, to guide the next generation of young people who go into this field. He was such a valuable role model. It's a huge loss in that way."

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

More Human Than Human

It's been a good 4 weeks. I did 2 weeks in cardiology and 2 weeks in nephrology. I've learned a lot and am a lot better prepared to deal with stuff when stuff goes down my intern year.

I decided to call it a day early today. Just got home from a code in the dialysis lab. Nephro patients are really sick. We've had 3 die on our service this week. It's funny. You visit people in the morning and they look great. They're eating, talking, farting, the works. A couple hours later, when you're walking by their room, you hear that they just died...then you cross off their name and move on to the next patient.

What it's like to die in a modern hospital.

Code Blue tower 6. You start seeing people swarm toward the room from all across the hospital. Usually there are 15+ people standing around your bed, staring down at you. If it's a cardiac code, you've got some guy pumping your chest and breaking every rib in your body. People are trying to stick huge ass needles into your legs and arms to get fluid into you. If they have trouble, they're gonna cut ya. There's usually a guy bagging air into your face, then they'll intubate you. You'll be paralyzed and won't be able to scream. If you're lucky, that's where the story goes.

If they get pressors into you with some epi and jump start you, you'll end up in the ICU. There, you'll be stuck on some breathing machine. Unfortunately, the inflammatory process in your body has been sucking the blood out of your veins and into other parts of your body so that you swell like the michelin man. It's called 3rd spacing. To keep you heart pumping blood to your organs, they're pumping fluids furiously into you. A lot of those fluids end up in your lungs, making you feel like you're drowning. You sound like you're gurgling, while the ventilator tries to pump air into your lungs. Eventually your kidneys and heart and everything else starts shutting down. You start getting nasty infections that never really go away. You're usually paralyzed this whole time so that you don't fight the ventilator. In your mind, you wonder, when is this going to end? When does the pain stop? Maybe you'll have another cardiac arrest. Repeat above paragraph. Good times...

Man, I kind of sound down, huh? It's been a rough few weeks, surprisingly. I saw a woman die from a broken heart (caught her hubbie in bed with another lady) - takotsubo. Her heart eventually recovered, but she had taken some meds which wrecked everything else in her body. Got to see a young girl, 23, get into a car wreck. Third spaced, a total wreck. Her arm died due to ischemia, and she needed a bedside amputation, civil war style.

Anyhow, I guess the thing that has been really bothering ms is that last thursday I got a call in the morning from one of my residents down at USC. They told me that Dr. Stein had passed away. He third spaced, fasciotomies, then coded. It basically means he was filleted. This guy is one of my heroes. Legendary work ethic, super nice, rides his residents like crazy, but in the end of the day really cares about you. He believes in what he is doing and he does the research to back it up. It's really rare to find a mentor that inspires you like that. He was the person who recruited me to SC and was the one I wanted to learn how to operate from. They were going to offer him the chairman position the day he passed away. He has young kids in high school. It's a lot of badness. I didn't know him that well and I'm surprised at how shockeded I was to hear about him. I keep picturing the bro getting gutted up. Man, life is rough. Gotta do what you love and love what you do. Keep your friends and family close. Looking forward to this weekend. I'm done.

-bender