warm fuzzies

I'm on the ob/gyn rotation and let me tell ya, it's rough waters. I feel really lost and small most of the time, and downright stupid all of the time. It's been a tough week...once again. Same story, great individual team members, but it's just hard to work in this system. Need to be very proactive. Patients are really sick and argh...I've been feeling really shitty about my performance. The best thing that happened to me was a lesbian friend tried to interest me in her single friends. I was really touched that she thought I was good enough to set her friends up with...really meant a lot to me. That was probably the nicest feeling I've had in a really long time.

-bender