Sorry I let you down Bender

Sorry I let you down, you didn't say it, and you probably never will.

You showed it in your eyes the first time you met her and when you told me to stop. So I did, then all the drama came around, and I'm back where I shouldn't be.

I probably don't have your blessings, but I'm trying it the right way.. if there is a right way. I don't know what will come, but I know its something I have to do and something I'm not backing down from. I hope you don't think any less of me for this.

Miss you bro and hope you are doing well up there.

Joe out